Libra Season Comes to a Close…..

Remember how I used to overbelieve in my Libra-ness? That every good had a corresponding bad? That for every joyful moment, there would be a sorrow equivalent? Just when times were going really well this winter, King Leonidas has fallen. We had to put Leo down due to a liver disease and it was hit time to go. It was time to let him go.

So I guess it remains as facts. The Libra-ness of my life continues to ring true. For every good there really is a bad. For every joy there is a sorrow. Or maybe it’s the Bruce Lee family curse? And now I’m not sure what to believe anymore.

It’s Time and You Know It, Because I’m Coming Straight To You, Ya Know…..

There are those times when it really does feel like Karma is treating me so so so well that I’m actually on my guard for something horribly bad to happen. And is that really wrong? I mean, look at Karma’s track record against me:
October 5th, 2011
March 4th, 2011
November 26, 2007
June 6, 2005
Ok, I know that’s not much, but they definitely are pivotal and impactful dates and events. Safe to say, 2011 was a pretty crappy year.
I dunno, I just find myself looking over my shoulder a lot more often lately these days. It really does almost feel like the Bruce Lee family curse is somewhere upon me.
I’m sure that it’s just my mind playing tricks on me, but there are no such things as coincidences you know.

Song of the Day: Are You Ready – Aaliyah

Anyone Who’s Seen Us, Knows What’s Going On Between Us, It Doesn’t Take a Genius To Read Between The Lines…..

“If that’s the greatest of my struggles behind me, then deuces.”

People that come from struggle, strife, and critical moments and times in life that rise beyond them and become stronger, and wiser from them often look back at those tough times as a reference point. Sure, you won’t know the good times without the bad. You won’t know how to touch the sky until you’ve hit rock bottom. Yaddy yaddy ray ray.
Sure, 2008 was a bad year for me. Even worse was 2011.
We are here now and we are pacing ourselves pretty damn good right now.
There’s still a little voice telling me, warning me, “just when times are going a bit too good, it will all be taken away from you.” Sometimes it really does feel like a Bruce Lee curse upon me.
I know, I shouldn’t think that way but history has proven itself. Twice. I’m not living on eggshells, but I sure am taking everything as it comes one day at a time. What’s great is that the worst of the worst may certainly be in the past.
What sucks is that when you are battling demons, you never really know if the battle is over or not.

Song of the Day: We Could Be In Love – Lea Salonga & Brad Kane